Noah Sicky Pants

So about a month ago Noah got sick with a high fever and vommitted, so we took him into the pediatrician, they said he had a double ear infection and a sinus infection :( i felt terrible b/c we had no idea he was even sick until he spiked the fever. he is almost 22 months and hasn't been sick ONCE --YES i'm a HUGE believer in breastfeeding :) some of it probably has to do with his daddies impeccable immune system as well :)
so we decided to start an antibiotic b/c he was completely lethargic, etc, etc-- i'm VERY anti-antibiotics, so he was sick if i decided to go with them :) did 10 days of antibiotic, Noah was better-- we all got sick AGAIN! he fevered again, went back to pedi who decided to do the rocephin injections...they are Im injections in his thigh- for 3 days...he was a complete champ! he said to come back in a week to check that the right ear infection was gone, if not we shoudl probably do an ENT consult...which was totally frustrating to me considering this was his first ear infection. tubes are typically used for kids with recurrent infections, not their first! BUT he wanted to consult with them since we tried 2 different antibiotics and neither were able to kick it...so a week later--and TONS of chiropractic visits later...PS-- did you know Chriopractors are able to adjust their ear? they do it to me when i have sinus infections and it is AMAZING the relief i get immediately- so they have told me before they were able to prevent kids from getting tubes...so i figured it was worth trying- on top of the other herbal immune boosting support we were giving him. the day i took him to chiro he spiked a fever again (last wednesday) and he said i should take him back to pedi after he looked in his ear he said it was REAL bad...so went to pedi as soon as we left chiro's office- and he said we needed an URGENT ENT visit the next day (it was 5pm at this point) and the office would call b/c he said his ear was pussing, raging red with infection and buldging from pressure"...so i was worried sick for my little baby...we prayed over him that night that God would heal his ear. after 2 physicians looking at it telling us it was bad--it would be obvious that it was God if it were healed...long story short- all the ENT's were in surgery that day adn didn't have any clinic appointments...sooo i walked down a couple OR's to ask him his thoughts--HUGE perk to working in the OR- haha Dr White is one of our fantastic ENT guys at MUSC- he said to bring him in as soon as we could and he would look at him in the PACU between surgeries...so dave brought him down and Dr White took a look and said hsi right side was perfect, and the left had some fluid, but wasn't infected!!! woowhooo he said hes fine and everything looked structurally fine :) sooo.. PTL for healing our sweet babies ear and preventing him from getting tubes :)

just wanted to give a shout out to Jesus from the Hodge Family :)

New videos!

New fun videos of Noah to share with everyone! He loves to dance and now loves to play catch. He just started catching the football....he has caught about 7 so far :)

One Thousand Gifts

So

Dave got me a book called "One Thousand Gifts" (you can click there and read her blog) for Christmas. I was a little apprehensive at first, having never heard of the book before...and let me say-- i'm forever changed! If you haven't read this book...order it now :)

It is about a whole mindset of thankfulness. The author shares her story of heartache and grief she has encountered and WOW- talk about some REAL heartache...and how she coped through it knowing that God knows more than we do and there is a reason and a purpose for all of it. i was initially inspired by her ability to survive through these terrible tragedies...The author then teaches everything biblical came from a place of thankfulness... what she called Eucharisteo

"And he took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to them..." Luke 22:19 how thanksgiving ALWAYS precedes the miracle...how the fall of Adam and Eve began from a place of ingratitude- humanity's discontent with all that God freely gives--how Eden was in paradise, and because she came from a place of ingratitude caused the fall... wow-- how truly eye-opening.

When i began to examine my own life and realize the areas of frustration or unhappiness were truly areas of ingratitude of my own... in Luke 17- God heals the one Samaritan who GAVE THANKS...can healing really come from a thankful heart?

"Gratitude bestows reverence, allowing us to encounter everyday epiphanies, those transcendent moments of awe that change forever how we experience life and the world" - Sarah Ban Breathnach

The other verse that struck me was:" I have learned how to be content with whatever i have. i know how to live on almost nothing or with everything. i have learned the secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or empty, with plenty or little" Phil 4:11-12

--wow...have i really? i think i have, but when i take a moment to examine my life...i stomp my feet and internally throw a fit when I can't buy whatever I want and still tithe...am I thankful in times of need as much as i am thankful in times of plenty?!

The author then talks about how to become thankful- that its something we have to PRACTICE- just like everything else in life- if you really want change, you have to practice and make it a new lifestyle, so she writes out 1,000 Blessings or gifts...to put her heart in a place of thankfulness...so, if you will join with me in this- i would like to end each of my posting with a few things i am thankful for, until we have this sweet baby growing in my belly :)

join me in this activity- i really think it will change my vantage point and ultimately change the place of my heart :)

I am thankful for:

1. My amazing Father in Heaven who loves me no matter how many times I fall

2. My also amazing husband who loves God with his whole heart

3. My healthy, happy bundle of joy, Noah

4. The life He has created inside of me-what a miracle!

5. Our home

6. My job...yes, i am thankful ;)

7. Our church

8. Amazing weather that allows me to open all the windows in the house and let the breeze and fresh air in

9. Our family - gosh, how lucky are we?!

10. the sound of the waves at the beach that are so peaceful

11. Morgan Porter- our little heart patient that has forever changed my world (story and more to come in another post)

17 weeks (2/3/2012)

We went to our CNM appointment yesterday and here's the stats:

HR: 150's *Noah's were constantly 130-140's

still feeling sick at night :( its gotten better for sure, but still is yucky probably 3 nights a week on average-- they say it should stop by 17 weeks-- oh wait, they first said it should stop by 12 weeks, then 14, now 17...basically i've learned to cope, so i'm not sure what i would do without it ;) i might turn into superwoman! haha

weight gain: 0!!! wooowhoo...of course i get the typical "are you eating" "what are you eating" "are you so sick you are vomiting everything you eat" all of which questions totally FREAKED me out with Noah... i was so worried something was wrong since i wasn't gaining weight- they had me start eating 80 grams (YES 80 GRAMS) of protein a day and having a milkshake every night.... this time, not so freaked out- i looked back and i had the same weight trend...lost 4, gained 2, gained 2- back to net 0 and then slowly gained until the end in spurts-- and everything was fine, so i'm not freaking out this time- i think its just how my body works pregnant :)

so...all is well...and we have the anatomy/ gender ultrasound scheduled..!!! now, we just need to decide if we are going to find out or not ;/ any thoughts...?!

and sorry--we're lacking photos for this post- maybe we'll take them tomorrow :)

The Hodge's

Noah Dancing/ practicing being a big brother/ belly pics

So, Noah had a HUGE christmas this year...HUGE! got sooo many toys, we put his old away and are rotating them--overload! but we are so thankful to have such awesome family and friends who love Noah as much as we do :) below are a few pics from Christmas

possibly Noah's favorite gift...the box :) and the decorations i let him play with

Noah is the luckiest kid in town- he lives next door to Mickey Mouse!! so he always wanted to run outside and give Mickey a "KISS, KISS"!! we also gave him high fives!
love this pic of him and Pops, snacking- watching everyone play the dance Wii game :)
Noah's first real train!! he loved it! he knows how to start and stop it, honk the horn and go forward and backward! thanks Mimi and Grandfather!
Noah got a basketball hoop and this adorable tricycle (along with tons of other stuff) from Nana and Pops...he's a Buckeye fan!! he yells "Brutus!"
my lil Santa!

the OSU dog bowl Noah decided to put on his head! such a ham!

Last Friday, we watched our firend, Elizabeth and Scott Roehner's little 5 month old baby, McAfee and had a blast! they are watching Noah for us tonight while we go to dinner. We laughed and said each of us is preparing the other for the future-- us for 2 kids, a toddler and a baby and them for what lies ahead in toddlerhood :) (we'll see how tonight goes! haha) so the night went awesome! McAfee is such a little sweetie!! so laid back and squeezable- made me miss the baby stage (never thought i'd say that! haha) so when he got there, we all hung out for a while and after they left i was holding M and Noah wanted something, so i squatted down to talk to him- Noah starts climbing up my leg... i thought "here we go". last time i held my Best Friend, Lindsay's little girl, Lina- Noah climbed on me the whole time and wanted my attention, so i thought this was going to be the same struggle...but INSTEAD he wanted to kiss McAfee!!!! how adorable!! he leaned over wrapped his arm around him and kissed him!! (pic below!) sooo cute- melted my heart!

then McAfee needed a diaper change, so we headed upstairs to change him- after changing his #2 diaper we were both gagging at the smell! and i thought shewwweee he's so littel for such a stinky diaper! haha it got to the point we both couldnt take it- so i took M to oru room while Dave LYSOL'd the other room... he was spraying it everywhere- opening windows-- we both were amazed at the smell...

so then it was bath time- Dave bathed Noah, i snuggled McAfee--we went back in to the room to change/ dry Noah and shew it still stunk! then i realized- it was on my hands!! which meant it was probably on his clothes!! eugh...i felt terrible! THEN we realized it wasn't poor McAfee-- it was BELLA!!! she rolled in goose poo outside and it was in her hair!!! how gross...and how hysterical that we thought it was the poor baby!! WOW...are we rookies? haha!!!

so then it was book time, so i held them both and Noah shared his most coveted blankie with M...pic below and tried to hand him his milk to share! haha poor M was so confused! but so precious Noah was sharing! after book time, daddy took M on his lap so i could put Noah down...Noah catapults himself forward and grabs M's arm...i'm like WHOA-- then he leans in to kiss him!!!!!!!!!!!!! awwww.... he always wants to kiss everyone in the room at bedtime...soo sweet :) so M got yet another kiss from N and off to bed Noah went :) thought you all might like to hear, i think Noah is ready to be a big brother :)

Dave and Noah the night i took the pregnancy test... end of October :)

And the belly pics you've all been asking for. i'm not sure what it is this time, but i'm kinda feeling like they are invasive- last time i was all about posting the pics, this time i will keep it to our blog :)

this was at 7 weeks when i thought i was HUGE!! this is when i was calling all my friends freaking out that i was huge and couldn't fit into my pants any more-- i got bloated fast this time- with noah i didn't at all for almsot 20 weeks :) i'd like to think i started this one smaller, so its more noticeable! haha...anyways here's when the holy belly started...

(disclaimer: this was late at night after a long day at work- disregard my face! haha)

and 7 weeks later...which is now- here's 14 weeks, new hair, new belly! not much of a belly change at all, which is good :) i do LOVE being pregnant and love the belly, but it was scaring me at 7 weeks! haha ...and the dancing videos below :)

New videos

Below is a list of videos from Christmas and a few from recent...enjoy!
The Hodge's

First Trimester Ultrasound

Today was our First Trimester Ultrasound at MUSC. Its so funny to already see how different these two babies are. Noah was a jumping bean- he would squat and jump and bang his head on the other side- to the point, the lady said, well- we'll just watch the show b/c i can't get any measurements like this! haha and that's exactly what he is today- a jumping bean-- :) This baby wouldn't move! she had be empty my bladder, jiggled my belly, poked it, squished it...nothing! once it moved its arm! haha it was facing the back all curled up. She almost had to do a vaginal US b/c she would get the measurements b/c it wouldnt move! haha WOW are they different already :) i'm really sick with this one and its not a big mover...at least not yet ;) the heart rate was 157 bpm (i need to look back at what Noah's was, but i know HR's dont have anything to do with the sex...) anyways, just happy for normal measurements and a healthy baby- PTL!
everyone keeps asking what gender we want...we both, honestly dont care. i love my boy to death and boys are so simple once they get older- tons of energy and work now, but seemingly simple later. i truly believe we need more boys in this world with Godly fathers and am blessed to have a boy who can follow after his amazing example, Dave...a brother would be simple for us too b/c we already have boy things...and noah would have a brother to bond and grow up with. a girl would be fun, for something different. i was such a girly girl, so it would be fun to do girly things and for Noah to have a sister. Dave i think would like a daughter, but loves having a son...so, honestly, we are happy with a healthy baby :)
here are the images from today: